Rose

Erin drew a rose on the table.
I drew one next to it.
I cut a rose from the backyard.
I starting drawing it.

I have been reading the book of John.
=The King Of The Jews=
I've been reading Kings too.

I digitally edited the drawing.
It looks better that way.
Why not digitally edit?
Is that dishonest?

I went to the Toology concert alone.
I worked on the rose during the concert.
Rock on!

There is a darkness to John and Kings.
I must be reading it wrong.
While the sun sets, teaching my son how to kick a soccer ball...
It is beautiful.
Yet tiring.
But it isn't dark.
New life.
Corner stone.

I think I've slipped.
And want to slip further.
Into an abyss.
Why?

It feels good.
Uggh.
Wah.
Boo hoo.

Hiss.