Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Choppin' It Off (Romans 2)

Since we've all worshiped the empire at some point in our lifetimes, we have no excuse for judging other people. As Jews, we've already spit in God's face enough times to owe a lifetime of unconditional grace to every person we encounter.

Not only that, but you guys in Rome have gone so far out in your whole God narrative that it doesn't look much different than the toxins seeping out of the capitol.

By your own creation of the "God who demands sacrifice," you're setting yourselves up for disaster. No wonder you're trying to please Caesar. He's a hell of a lot easier to please than the god you've created for yourselves.

Secretly, you go around judging everyone who's not part of your clan, yet you're in an even worse position - on the fence. One moment it's Caesar and the next it's the God of Israel.

How do you think you'll escape the judgment you've written up for yourselves? Are you so enthralled by the posh lifestyle of Rome's rich and famous that you're blind to the obvious riches of the God you once knew so well?

How can you be so arrogant to think that you - as the author of this bogus narrative - are exempt from your own standards of pleasing God? Don't you realize that you're bypassing your own rulebook by joining in with the cronies of the empire?

You even say that God will render to each person according to their deeds, yet not one of you has qualified as an A student. You're failing big time as you hum your way to the temple to throw some more sacrifices on the altar.

We all know that trouble comes for every human being who does bad things; likewise, good comes for those who do good things. But please, quit teaching people that their good or bad provokes God. God doesn't operate on the human system of morality. That's for us. God doesn't show favoritism the way we humans do in our everyday affairs.

Everyone dies eventually. If you're living by the code of conduct stated in the Jewish scriptures, you have your own set of guidelines you find your judgment in. If you're living outside of the code of conduct of the Jewish scriptures, you also have your own set of guidelines you'll find your judgment in. And besides, wholeness doesn't come from simply hearing or talking about it, but it comes from practicing the principles behind it.

When people outside of your tradition (who, by the way, live by a different set of principles that are just as good) look as if they're following the same handbook, it's because it's another reminder that your way of seeking wholeness is not the only way. They're able to listen to their own conscious even though they don't have the scriptures. What you've got to understand is this: everyone has the fundamentals written on their hearts and minds. Everyone has access to the still, small voice inside them that directs them where to go. We have no business trying to figure out everyone else's secrets, and we really have no business assuming how spiritual or nonspiritual anyone else is. That's God's job. And, I believe that if you want to see a good picture of what God's judgment looks like, take a good look at the grace that Jesus put on display for the world to see.

Now this last part is strictly for my Jewish friends. If you call yourself a Jew and rely on your rulebook just like a good Jew does, and then go out with this holier than thou attitude, do you not break the law?

Or, if you're convinced that you're this superhuman guide for the blind and this savior-type superhero, are you not breaking your own lawbook?

Or, if you're convinced that you're an instructor of the simple-minded and a teacher of all the neighborhood children because you just know everything, are you also not breaking your own lawbook?

Think about it! Do you actually think you have nothing to learn but only information to impart on “those lowly people”? And you preach the law as if you've mastered it, but aren't you stealing from your contemporaries the ability to contribute to the same conversation? Or, are you so close-minded and ignorant that you have nothing else to learn?

And, you scream about not committing adultery, but take a quick look inside your fabricated temples and you'll see the worst form of adultery – the kind that worships both God and Caesar. Not to mention, how many kickbacks are you getting from the temple sacrifices? Making a good living off of those? It looks like the bogus narrative you've created for yourselves sets you up financially as long as the poor keep getting brainwashed by your antics.

As much good as I've heard about the manifestations of your faith throughout the Roman world, I've heard a lot of bad as well. I'm hearing all sides. A lot of non-Jews aren't liking what you're giving them.

And that brings us to circumcision, or, if you prefer, rite of passage into what you think is your little clan.

Circumcision has no value to anyone except those who believe in it. You're so gung ho about circumcision that you're forgotten the symbolism behind it. It's lost its meaning. Circumcision is a symbol of the heart – the cutting away of that hard, dead center of your being. Circumcision (or baptism, or the Lord's Prayer, or fasting, or communion, or any of the rites of passage that we all know so well) isn't this magical, exclusive thing that keeps some people in God's love and some people out. It's simply a symbol for the Jews.

This may piss you off even more, but I'll take it a step further. There are thousands (possibly millions) of non-Jews out there who are doing a pretty good job of staying in step with the Creator. So, what are you gonna do? Go out and circumcise them? No! They'll have none of that. They don't care about rites of passage. They just want to experience God in whatever ways they can, and the manifestations of that look very similar to that of the Jew who lives by the lawbook.

If you keep trying to force good, spiritual people to adhere to your rules, they're gonna retaliate eventually. People don't like getting their toes stepped on over and over.

One last thing: you aren't Jewish because of what you've chopped off. You're Jewish because of what's in your heart. You have stories. You've heard about your ancestors and what they had to go through in order to finally get it right. Don't follow their footsteps. Get it right the first time. Believe me it'll save you a ton of mistakes.

Religious rites – mainly, circumcision, is a matter of the heart and the spirit. It's not about a bunch of stuff written in a book, but about the deep, real desire to tap into the power of God that's whispering and moving and redeeming and saving and rescuing. That's where you'll find the reality of God's uncompromising and relentless work of restoration.





Saturday, August 16, 2014

Trading Gods (Romans 1)

My name's Paul. 

I'm committed to living out the teachings of Jesus.

I believe God's called me to be a leader - and I'm doing my best to live radically different than the world around me. This is the best way I know of sharing the news that I've received - that God has forgiven us and is on a mission to restore all of humanity.

People have been talking about God's redemption for ages, and no one has put on the kind of display of God's affection for the world as did Jesus. He was born into the lineage of the infamous King David, he was given the title "Son of God" after people started realizing that the movement he started didn't die along with him, but gained momentum by the hour. His spirit seemed to invade the hearts and lives of those (including myself) who witnessed his teachings - even those who merely caught word of the stories surrounding him. He earned the kingship alright.

Because of the way that Jesus taught us, we've inherited the ability to share the same grace and leadership that he showed us - to everyone who doesn't consider themselves a Jew (or religious, for that matter).

To be a leader and be gracious is an oxymoron in the world we live in. You don't have to think long before some story comes to mind of how power from the throne has been used to lord over and control the masses. 

So, I'm writing to everyone who can hear or read this letter, because you are all loved and considered children by the one true God. I want to share the grace and peace that I've received with you.

First, please know that I thank God for you all the time. There are stories of your faith floating around the whole Roman Empire and beyond. God knows how much I pray for you all, and I serve him by carrying on the message that Jesus was so good at spreading. I want to get out to see you really bad, but I haven't been able to catch the break I need to do that. But know, you're on my mind all the time.

I can't wait to sift through all the unique talents we all have, and find out what we can learn from each other. It's such a good way to strengthen each others' faith. 

I'm obligated to share the grace I've received with everyone, not just Jews. Since our God doesn't show favoritism, I'm gonna do my best to not show it either. My job's to preach to whomever will listen. That's about it.

Even though I'm a deeply devoted Jew whose steeped in the tradition, I'm not ashamed of the message that Jesus left us with. Why? Because it's the most inclusive message we've ever heard!

There's no work to do. Just open your eyes to what's already present.

Regardless of what faith tradition you come from, believe that God has redeemed you and has set you on a path of restoration, and you're eyes will be opened to how good God is.

But . . . 

When humans come up with this idea that God is some divine loan shark waiting for his cut, the shit hits the fan. Wrath happens. Ungodliness happens. Unrighteousness happens. 

Yet, everything we "know" about God is right there inside us. It's that still, small voice. We all have it.

Since the beginning of time, humans have witnessed changing tides without being able to see the force behind the change. We've witnessed the most powerful storms without getting to see the meteorological phenomena that created them. We've watched the starlit skies when the overwhelming sense of something bigger than us was penetrating our very souls. We've come to know God as the unseen force that creates what we see, so we have no excuse to not at least acknowledge that there is a power behind the created world that ignites it into existence.

With all that said, we all know how strong of a pull the empire has on us. It demands our thanks, our honor, and tries to snuff our our search for truth. Our hearts become cold and we become puppets.

Our purposes in life get turned upside down as we become convinced that maybe, just maybe, the king has our best interests in mind. We in turn exchange the evolving beauty of an incorruptible God with a stagnant, heartless rock of a corruptible man. The security we once found in God gets replaced with the security of Caesar - horses, chariots, arrows and swords.

Like any introspective human, God can't make us do anything. So, he watches as we unravel - connived into following the corruption of the bogus world system. We barter the truth of God for the lie of Caesar, and pretty soon we're falling in line with every other puppet bowing to the king.

The same passions that once made us thrive turn on us. We start questioning reality and enter into the dark, dark world of status quo empire worship. We start going after the pleasures that the empire feeds us, and we become more and more enthralled by the baffling power of it all.

And our desires to gain more and more power were in direct proportion to our acknowledgment of God. And this God loved us enough to let us do what we wanted, unlike the Roman Caesar. If we wanted unrighteousness, we got it. Wickedness, we got it. Not to mention . . . 

envy, murder, strife, greed, deceit, anger, and pure evil. It was exactly what the god of Rome invited us into.

And it got so bad that we started hating the God we once believed in. We started inventing new forms of power struggle and domination. Our frames of thought revolved around how we could get more powerful than the next person, and our acknowledgment of God quickly faded into a distant mist.

And unfortunately, this is where we find ourselves at this moment: looking at the world through the eyes of the empire.

Is there a way out? 

Yes. I am wholeheartedly convinced. There is a way out.




Friday, August 1, 2014

Poker

I wrote this to a friend tonight
It's just blurbed out
I opened it with this song

I lost to a guy tonight
I had AQ
He had pocket aces
It sucked
It sucked for many reasons
I hate losing
The dude I lost to
Lost his house during Ike
He rebuilt it himself
He had a good luck charm
Something he dug out of the rubble
It was his grandpa's

That's nice
But I hate losing
Nothing good about losing

He wore a cowboy hat
Beat me in San Leon
At Caspers

After I lost
The bartender gave me a paper towel
I drew a swordfish
That was mounted on the wall
While waiting for Jon
I think it was the right move
Betting it all on the Ace Queen
Had I not
I think I'd just bled on the last table
I don't like losing
Poker seems like a game you lose a lot to
But that is just me saying it was the odds that beat me

I hate losing
And will wonder about it
Because if I'd played conservative
I'd been on the last table
Short stacked

And I didn't want to do that again
So I went out in flames
But trying
It sucks to lose