I don't know if this will make sense tomorrow. I just told Kim that I just may have become a Christian. Here's how. The envy of not being in the sacred beautiful places where people who I know are and cannot or do not share with me dropped away. It fell off me. It was replaced by joy for them in those places. I want to cherish their good time even if I can't be there, even if I am left out. Also, in the other direction, the anger over not being able to share the places I find sacred dropped. Still, I want to share, and learn to share.
The source of life I find in my sacred spots is the same source they receive. I want to celebrate that. I want to walk in that and have it naturally emanate from my being that it is all good.
A simple example - A pastor who I really looked up to, off and left to beautiful Washington State. Why couldn't I have said, "Oh, Wonderful! The mountains! God bless."
I say, "I may be a Christian as of today." What happened?
... shoot, I just got -----real----- sleepy. I just fell asleep while holding the keyboard.
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